SAD

Long time no update.
No one willing to tell their sad stories.
Same to me.

Something unhappy happened in my life.
As expected.
And I felt so stupid of myself.
But everything was over.
Everything will be fine soon.

I hope everything could go back to initial.
I hope everything could run under my plan.
But it didn't.
And I have to accept.

I have no choice.
Jut trying hard to forget about everything.
And live happily.
I wish.

200th post!!

Happy 200th post!!
And Happy Birthday to you!!

I saved the 200th post for you.
Today is your big day.
18th birthday!!
Is it important to you?
It means a lot to me!!

Lots of wishes for you.
But not all can be presented in language.
I hope you can understand.

Wishes for you:
1. Have a nice day!!
2. Happy always!! x)
3. Pass your finals!!
4. Always stay with me LOL
5...
A LOT!!

I wished to celebrate with you.
But I know I can't.
It's okay.
My heart will be with you ALWAYS!!

Happy birthday again!!
And I'm still waiting for Meteor Shower.
And hope all my wishes will come true.

Lastly...
I LOVE YOU.. ♥

The Day

Tomorrow is the day.
But I'm not sure what I should say.
I will wait until the end of today.
And text you what I want to say.
Inside my heart I pray.
For the most nervous day.

finally

Last paper done!!

Finally!!

Done everything and I'm at home.

Relaxing!!

Feel so great sleeping on my own bed.

Awesome!!

Home sweet home.

Lots of food waiting for me to explore.

No way!!

Have to keep fit!!

LOL

Happy holidays everyone!

See you all next year.

In ACCA!!

one last day

Today is the last night I stayed here for this year.
Tomorrow will be last day for finals.
The last memory for this year and CAT.
I'm sure everyone is studying very hard for Audit now.
Just to get a pass.

Tomorrow I will be going home.
Homesick for so long.
And finally.
Everything kept and prepared to go back.
And say bye to hostel.
I will come back next year.

One last day.
Fighting for exam!
Good luck and hwaiting !!

one more one more!!

3 down 1 more to go !!!
Left Audit.
Passed 3 papers already.
I cant wait anymore!!

I scored lower than usual.
As usual.
70 and 68 not so good.
But still pass. =)

2 more days to go home.
Waiting and long like hell.
Homesick.

Nah have to study Audit.
Just to pass.
Hwaiting!!

second paper

Yesterday was FMA paper.
Thank God I passed.
A lot of theory and variances questions.

2 down 2 more to go.
2 papers confirmed passed.
2 papers left.
God help me to pass all papers please.

4 days to the end of finals.
7 days to your birthday.
I lost patient.
Cant wait to go home!!

Good luck people!!
Keep on HWAITING !!

Tax

Today is the day for tax.
Under my expected.
It was so freaking easy!
And its impossible to get worldprize.
Since it is too easy.
One little mistake will GG.

1 down 3 to go.
7 days to the end of finals.
Study hard and time will fly very fast!!
Waiting.
Hwaiting!!

BIG day tomorrow

Here I go.
Tomorrow is final.
Tax for the first day.
Have no confident for it.
I aim this for worldprize.
Or at least 85 marks.
Really have to study hard.
I think I can do it!!
Hwaiting!!

Exam hall in Monash University tomorrow.
I still dont know where the heck is Hall 2.
And I manage to meet my friends again tomorrow.
After 2 weeks of holidays.
There are a few people that I missed loads.
One is my pet brother.
Another one is you !!
Please please sit near to me in exam hall !! (fixed)

Good luck everyone!!
Hwaiting!!

new record !!

OMG !!
I cant believe !!
More than 100 views on my blog yesterday !!
Just because of the post "flood?!"
Its a new record for me.
Freaking awesome.

Again.
Lazy to study.
2 more days to finals.
And still no mood to study.
Why am I so crazy?
MAD !!

Maybe I should study hard now.
And enjoy after finals.

2 more days to finals.
9 more days to the end of finals. (can go home)
12 more days to your birthday. ♥

Time please pass slower when its time to study and during exam.
Others please pass faster so I can go back home sooner.
Waiting... =)

flood?!

Kajang flood?!
Omg!!!
No flood for so many years already.
And this time is a serious one.
Whole Kajang town in water!!
Luckily I'm not in Kajang.
And I think my area there wont be flood.
Hope everything will back to normal tomorrow.
STOP RAINING !!!

In front of Czip Lee

In McDonalds

In front of Pasar Kajang

Whole Kajang town

1.12.11

Today is the first day of the last month in 2011.
I'm back to college.
Finals is coming very soon.
5/12 - Tax
7/12 - FMA
10/12 - FFA
12/12 - Audit
Really have to study hard.
Must pass all the papers this semester only can proceed to ACCA.

2 weeks left to your birthday.
No time to plan what to buy for you.
Or can you just tell me what you want?
It could be easier for me.
Planned to confess to you on that day.
But how?
If GG you and me will be very awkward in future.
Although the percentage of success is too small but I would like to try.
At least I will get an answer.
Either good or bad.
Better than nothing and keep on waiting like crazy.
And I still hope for the answer 'YES'.

whole day journey

Woke up at 2am yesterday.
Went to Bank Negara Malaysia for some stupid reasons.
I know others may think that I'm crazy.
But I'm NOT !!
I went there for GOLD !! $$

Wait for 7 hours and finally got the gold coins.
I got myself the Third Series Coins too.
Freaking awesome !!


Took KTM to Midvalley after that.
Shopping !!
But keep on yawning and feel a bit dizzy.
Had the most awesome Snowflake and Chatime !!

A lovely and tired day.
Go shopping again next week !!

3am

Third Series Coins

WWF coins

Snowflake

Chatime

Bored

Really really bored at home.
Nothing to do.
No mood to study.

Oh ya just got my debit card.
No worries.
Its not Hong Leong debit card (Hello Kitty).
Just a normal CIMB debit card.

Tomorrow got extra class.
Have to drive to college early in the morning ALONE.
Hope everything will be fine tomorrow.

yesterday

I went to Klang yesterday.
For some stupid reason.
I saw a Lamborghini on my way to Klang.
Its freaking AWESOME!!
Nice car weyh !!

First time I drove like mad woman on the road.
I felt super tired after the long journey.

Owh ya.
My 2 weeks holidays just started.
A lot of activities to be done in this 2 weeks.
After this will be final exam.

There is an audit class on Thursday.
I hope everyone can attend the class.
Since its the last class for CAT life.


Must study hard!!!
Pass audit!!
Worldprize for tax!!
LOL

Urgent !!!

I need a boyfriend !!!
1. Can drive me to anywhere I like.
2. Able to accompany me at least 2 days per week.
3. Give me support when I'm sad/disappointed/demotivated.
4. Age : 18 to 23
Call for interview if you fulfill the requirements.

LOLLLL
I really need someone to care for me recently.
I feel lonely.
So yea.
Apply now !!!
First come first serve basis !! xD

SHYT

Its really a bullshit day for me!!!
Damn pissed!!!
Of everything happened!!

What you guys thinking har?
I so free meh?
I really wanna make you loss money meh?
I just wanna share the benefits with you all!!
Is that wrong?

Really speechless.
Don't talk to me tomorrow.
Or else you will be killed.

Busy

I'm busy.
Recently.

Study
Business
Appointment
Social

Try to sleep early everyday now.
Go for classes as usual.
And utilise my time well.

I know you sleep very late nowadays.
Sleep earlier kay?
Take care.


Fight for exam and business !!

$$$

Just realized that I need money for my future.

I need a car at least.

My sis's studies also.

Money becomes so important to me suddenly.

Maybe of the job I just got.

I feel happy.

When I earned my first RM100.

Thinking how to earn more money.

Thinking how to save more money.

Thinking how to use those money.

Thinking how to accumulate more money.

My mind is full of dollar sign.

Have to stop one week before finals.

Then continue again after exam.

My aim for the earlier two months.

RM800 per month !!

Hwaiting !!

Audit

Audit paper Mock 2.
GG.com
I cant even finish that paper.
First time I leave so much blank in the answer sheet.
Not I don't know how to do.
Its not enough time to do!!
I don't even read the paragraph and just answer the questions.
This is a CRAZY paper!!

And I noticed that no one leave before the time ended.
Was the paper tough?
Or the answers needed are too long?
Who cares?
Its over!!

I think I will fail again this time.
Below 30 marks.
Emo for whole day.
And now I feel better.

Don't think about it already.
Everything is over.
But I didn't regret.
Cause I really put in effort this time.

Waiting for the results.
Hwaiting!!

GOOD DAY

Its really a good day !!
My friend treated my for lunch at KimGary today !!
Awesome !!
Thank you Su Ling.

Its a 'good' day too..
There is Mock 2 for Audit paper tomorrow.
Have to study hard today.
Just to pass the paper.
God help me please !!

I LOVE YOU AUDIT !!!
*desperate*


Its study time. =(

11.11.11 ♥

11.11.11
It only happens once per 100 years.
Means I couldn't go through this again.
Its really a memorable and special day.
Appreciate what you have now and may your wishes come true!!

Since I couldn't make any wishes on my birthday this year.
I gonna make 3 wishes today !!

The first one.
I hope I can pass all CAT and ACCA papers within this three years.

The second one.
I hope family and all my friends can live happily everyday.

The third one.
I hope I can . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

I hope all my wishes will come true!!
Happy 111111 !!

Chatime!!

Another cup of Chatime today.
It really made my day !!
Chatime is awesome !!

Thanks to my pet brother Robin for the popcorn.
It is really nice !!
Buy it for me again next week !!
Damn expensive I know.

Today should be a happy day.
But ended up with a little bit miserable.
I put in capital for my first job already.
Hope it really can earn money for me.
Hwaiting !!

Thats all for today. =)

Empty cup LOL

a SAD Day

Haih.
Results for Tax like shyt..
First time I feel so sad for exam results.
But I cannot show it on my face.
Crying inside my deep heart.

Tax classed ended very early today.
Earlier than what i expected.
Had a nap to help me to forget about the marks.

Tried to watch a video after the nap.
SHOOT !!!
It is a VIRUS !!
Sure kena already larh.
It sent post to another 300 of my Facebook friends.
And I have to delete them one by one.
It took me one hour. T.T

Wait...
There is one happy thing.
Or maybe is a sad thing.
I just found out that quite a lot of people read my blog.
But I don't know they READ or STALK.
Hopefully you guys can know well about me.

I think this is the only happy event for today.
Overspent these few days.
Have to save more money.
For Chatime.
And for your gift.

SOBS

You didn't talk to me for two weeks already.
Since that thing happened.
I don't dare to talk to you.
Scared if I piss you off again.
Maybe I have to do that again.
I'm sure you will forgive me in few months time.

I know you have bought a new bag.
I thought you wanna get the blue one.
But the gold one suits you best !!
Nice bag !! =)

I wonder if this one is your bag.. Hmm...

Mock 2

One more week to Mock 2 of Audit.
Not yet prepared.
But I will prepare earlier this time.
I promise.

I hope all my friends can pass this time.
Especially you.
Study hard SMART !!
FIGHTING !!

IMY

I really miss you right now.
Badly...
I took out the 'Legendary' button badge from the drawer.
Thinking when should I give it to you.
Will you accept it..

I know it needs time.
TIME !!
I will wait !!


NEVER GIVE UP !!

Your badge..

November

A brand new month.
Last month to study.
Its time to HARDCORE!!
Don't play play!!!

Thinking about what to do after exam.
Maybe I can do whatever I like after exam!
Hmm...
Your birthday is on December too.
Right after exam.
Waiting...

Whatever !!

Mock exam.

The suck-est results I ever have from mock this time.

Audit keeps on failing.

FMA dropped a lot.

FFA not enough time to finish.

Tax don't really know how to do.

Maybe its because of you?

That day before exam you did really pissed me off!

And I cant study whole night.

Or maybe is my own bad.

Shouldn't blame on you.

Cause ILY too much.

Hmm...

Maybe I should put in more effort on studies.

Or I should change my study method.

Have to find out the way to pass Audit!!

BY HOOK OR BY CROOK!!

Besides that,

I have to find out the way to get you too!

BY HOOK OR BY CROOK!!

Its really under-expected that you will read my blog.

I'm really sorry about that case.

But I wont delete it.

It was history and I can't change it.

What can I do is fix the problem.

Hope that you can forgive me.

Only this time.

Stupid Fella

WTH !!!
Don't want to accept my apology larh now !!
You better watch out !!!
I will get you one day !!

Never give up !!

SORRY

I'm SORRY !!
Please don't ANGRY WITH ME !!
Please FORGIVE ME !!

*P/S: This sounds funny but I'm serious here to send my apology to you. Sorry. >.<

关心

不再爱你

不代表不关心你

只有

家人

爱人

和真正的朋友

才会关心你

默默付出的关心

不求回报

但偶尔

却需要别人的关心

朋友

如果闲着没事做

请关心我吧

Hangout !!

Finally..
Mock and Moral Exam finished.

Hangout with Carmen (popo) Robin (di) and Bing Hong at Sunway Pyramid.
We ate pizza and they decided to go for movie.
But I gone emo suddenly, after lunch.

Luckily Chatime healed me !!
Really fall in love with Chatime !! ♥
Everything back to normal after i drank Chatime.

I didnt go for movie since i took KTM home.
I think they really enjoyed that show. (In Time)

Today is a happy day !! *with Chatime LOL
Tomorrow will go for open house.
Meet you guys there! =)

*P/S: Saw Nicholas at Pyramid too. But he berlagak sangat !! LOL

My first Chatime!! ♥

第一次

第一次

我被拒绝了

还没告白

就被拒绝了

心里酸酸的

却哭不出来

可能是早已料到

会是这个结局

伤心的

心都碎了

难过的

早已哭了

算了吧

一切都过去了

是时候放手了

不再想了

开心地

快乐地

幸福地

活下去

因为你

因为你

我无法专心

因为你

我无法呼吸

因为你

我无法安眠

时时刻刻都在想你

默默地爱你

请不要说出来

给看到我个人日记的朋友，

你看了自己知道就好，
请不要到处宣传，
尤其是班上的朋友，
因为太明显了！
*个人不喜欢*

还有，
千万不要跟他讲。
><

谢谢大家

默默等待

坐在你前面的我
突然发觉坐你后面比较兴奋
静静地看着你的背影
不知不觉又在发白日梦
哈哈

第一次坐你的车
多么希望可以做你旁边
在你驾驶时偷偷看你几眼
当你飞车时跟你一起尖叫
如果有下一次
我希望做你旁边的是我
不要再坐在后面了
但是
一切都只有如果
*应该不会是第一次也是最后一次吧*

和你在一起的时间真短暂
我宁愿上多几节课
多看你几眼
虽然没有勇气和你说话
但是心里还是甜甜的

空闲时总是站在课室外面的我
其实是在等待你出来跟我讲话
但是每次都失败
不是你没有出来
而是你并没有跟我讲话
*有点失望*

想提醒你
你再不行动
就别怪我对你不客气咯
XD
*用心寄出去了*

继续等待
“我依然还在等待 等待你会明白”

默默地爱你

等

上课的我
最想你坐我后面
很开心
却又紧张
开心是我和你非常靠近
紧张是不知怎样跟你聊天
*好害羞*

坐在你前面的我
上课又再做梦了
却要照顾形象
又不敢回头望
只能乖乖听课

每天打开面子书
就是为了等你上线
想了很多要跟你聊的话题
却没有勇气说出口
只能等你下线
我才能安心入睡

日子久了
一切都成为习惯
习惯天天做同样的事
习惯天天等你

你是否也在等我呢
是否跟我一样害羞
只有你自己知道

好想跟你说
再久我也愿意等
因为我相信
总有一天我会等到你

默默地爱你 =)

我爱你

没有勇气的我
只能默默地在墙角看着你

每天都想念你
每天只想见到你

很近却很远（洋人的so near yet so far）

上课时不时会回头偷看
虽然只能望一眼
但已心满意足

有时我在想
你是否也在做同样的事
因为在我偷看你时发觉你在看着我
是错觉吗
还是我多心了

心里真希望你是喜欢我的
正在发白日梦的时候
我是这样想的

爱一个人就要大声说出来
我真的很想大声说
我爱你！

默默地爱你 =)

Should I confess?

i miss you... badly
i just wanna say
i like you
can i?


i noticed that you changed
you are not that bad as before
did you?


i hope that i can confess
on your birthday


♥ you =)

Secret

talk too much these few days
about my secrets
and others secrets
shhhhh
dont tell others if i did tell you something 
LOL

Lazy

lazy to study
lazy to walk
lazy to do exercises
lazy to hang out
lazy to eat
lazy to sleep
and
lazy to blog...

My shop !!

woots

have to promote my shop abit here

if not cant get a new guitar LOL

created a blogspot for my shop

please do visit the link below for more details

http://the-accessory-house.blogspot.com/

dust

long time didnt blog

full of dust

i wonder still have people come here to read it

i wonder why am i so lazy to blog

i wonder...

Guitar session 5

another guitar session on tuesday night
after dinner with yuhua guys
me hunny gina and jack
guitar + keyboard
nice one !!

hunny borrowed her IDOL's guitar
and keep playing with the picks and pick holder when playing
practised quite a lot od songs already
and they keep saying me pro
but actually im not !!
whatever la

since hunny like the pick holder so much
i try to get one for her
and i bought some picks
without experience !!
LOL

going to play badminton later
but some of my friends are not coming
i love college life so much !!

*p/s: have to earn more money to buy a guitar XD

Guitar for rocker !!

Guitar session 4 !!

cant said jamming already

my dear and bestie keep doing correction on it

sobs

all my finger tips are damn pain now

it reduces the speed of typing on a keyboard

i will practise more often in future

so that my fingers will not be pain anymore

today will be dinner with ex yuhua students

hooray

and the parcel should be arrive today or tomorrow

i will call mum to confirm it

be patient while waiting for the first order !!

teehee

random

back to college again
should be full of activities this week
jamming dinner badminton
lots of fun waiting for me
and i havent meet the newbies in college
wait for me ya !!

second week of second semester
should be a little bit busier than last week
more homework will be coming on this week

about my business
last batch of orders will be arriving on this week too
cant wait for it
cause i not even receive one cent from any customer  LOL
am i too kind to you all?
haha

oh ya
blogger evolved last week
a bit tough for me to use the new thing
but still have to
slowly !!

a tired wednesday !!

yesterday was the most busy day
9 hours lecture
and 3 hours movie
damn tired

was the first day of my second semester in college
meet most of my friends
the lectures are quite good
love them

went for movie with my hunny
guess what?
transformers !!
its awesome !!!
thank you for accompany me to watch it

A Few Updates

a big news here
a friend just ended  up his life few days ago
and my secondary school became famous     in a bad way
who's fault?
who knows?
R.I.P.  hao zheng

went to school yesterday
for PPS AGM
saw my friends there
and the juniors were damn high
this is the first time AGM can be like that
waiting for Hari PPS !!

fairy tail story
new songs are available !!
erza and gray are there with them !!
gambateh to save the guild !!
aye !!

will go to college on this tuesday
gonna start second semester
i can see time flows so fast
cant wait to meet all my friends there
and a new roommate !!

i am going to watch transformers soon
waiting...

school time coming!!

one more week to go
i will go back to my college !!
so excited
and the timetable is ready now
not bad i can go home early on fridays
woohoo !!

about my business
haih
damn busy uploading those photos
but not much order
maybe the start is like that
hope i can get more order in future !!
fighting for guitar !!


visit my shop !!
http://www.facebook.com/pages/The-Accessory-House/168158329915374

another outing

went to midvalley today
with my guild members
really had lots of fun today
natsu, lucy and mirajane !!!
me and dear watched pirates
natsu watched green lantern
waiting for another outing !!
thanks guys
you are always the best !!
AYE !!

bullshit timetable !!

i wait for so long time already
the stupid timetable for next semester havent out yet
can the admin staff do this faster?
i really need the timetable
for my time management !!


haih
stay at home everyday
too boring
and no one date me as well
i know no one will think of me when they have events
i always tell myself
its okay jane
everything will be alright
stay strong !!
aye !!!

haih

still no order from friends or customers
how long do i have to wait?
anyway
special thanks to kelly
you gave me too much info and comments
appreciate it !!
come to my shop and have a look !!
feel free to place order anytime !!
http://www.facebook.com/pages/The-Accessory-House/168158329915374?ref=ts

my shop

haih
that shop closed already
with another shop opened few days ago
selling some accessories online
hope can earn some money for my guitar
have a look with this
The Accessory House

busy day !!

was busy whole day
setting up my page for accessories
coming soon !!

my shop

finally
set up my online business
but i think no hope
just want to try on it
what i need is experience !!
Lens Shoppe

something to say here
do not expect people will help you
but you must always lend a hand to others
teehee

Bored Sunday

its sunday

damn boring day

watching new anime !!

Reborn LOL

tomorrow will be school day again

but my sem break just started

three weeks time

sigh

looking for supplier for business recently

hope i can get a good one

and start my own business asap

need money !!

random

zomg
nothing to do again at home
watch tv
watch anime
watch drama
eat
sleep
what else to do?

hey guys what songs to introduce?
need some new songs in my phone and laptop
but my favorite song recently is
The Lazy Song by Bruno Mars !!

gonna promote this again LOL
http://the-spring-garden.blogspot.com/

just pay a visit when you are free
may be you will get some nice bags from there =)

sem break !!

finally
my sem break started !!
three weeks
dont know what going to do

my exam was too bad
ended up with 92, 74 and 51
ahaha
all pass
but no worldprize
sobs

what am i going to do when holiday?
guess what?
date me now !!
im free everyday !!!

not going to work or do business
but i wanna promote my friend's business here !!
visit the webside for bags and iphone cases
The Spring Garden
The Spring Garden (Facebook)

happy holidays to all my college friends !!
enjoy ya ^^

Nerd !!

FUCK !!
my stupid roommate !!
her alarm started ringing since 430am this morning !!
finally stopped at 6am
luckily i got 2 more hours to sleep
&$%^&*#$%
i HATE her !!!

9am started to nerd in the library
and my hunny was late again LOLL
she always pig the most

had lunch with hunny, brian and jvn ying
sakae sushi !!
but we ordered too much
4 pax 100++ bucks (excluded tax) !!
broke TT

hope that i can sleep well today
no more alarm !!!!

college again

going back to college today
but this time is different
i cant play as before
final exam is coming
3 days to go
should study there

i will come back after exam
waiting for 3 weeks holidays !!
date me !!
ahahaha

Its Friday again

friday
should be a happy day for me
but not for today
exam will starts on next tuesday
and i havent save anything into my brain
keep thinking of holidays after exam
wth am i doing now?
people doing their revision throughout the days
and i am so free to online and watch tv
i am lazy   i admit ><
i think i should start now
or i will fail my TT5
fighting for world prize !!

what should i do??

people doing part time job to make money
people start doing business online to make money
but i dont know how to make money
what i only know is help people
what should i do for this holidays?
three weeks time
should i get a part time job?
should i do online business?
should i do things as others doing?
or should i do something special?
i know there is too much methods of making money
but i dont know how to start
help me anyone?

New IC

yesh !!!
i got my new IC today !!
woohoo
no more tomboy look !!
hate that IC so much LOL

serious sore throat today
like burning !!
suffer and pain !!
H2O !!
i need you now !!!

study !!

its time to study
one more week to go
final exam !!!
world prize or fail
decide by me

after exam
there is a long holidays !!!
money !!
im coming !!